12:35 AM
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
busy school week ahead
Beware.
just stand there & watch me burn okay?
3:04 AM
Sunday, November 28, 2010
my mcboy told me tt last time when he didnt know me
he thought i was some rockerchic \m/
hahahaha
3:10 PM
Saturday, November 27, 2010



today is really stay home saturday lo
unless someone asks me out
which i doubt will happen
watched Adam yesterday.
deep thoughts.
hokay,its either kalajengking or aristotle time.
hope you're having fun monster :)
i miss my fwenz.
gr8 seeing faith ken ben dot bel & sharon for archdiocesan youth day 1 !
:) love you alllll
nightz.


thks to my bro & bacon& lexine uh
nowadays i also listen to pon the floor
i also like siaaaa want go club not!?
hahah ;) joke
i cant think for school,super stuck sia.
i just wanna go be a childcare teacher or become a kayaker or diver or live in the sea.
and then die peacefully.
11:59 PM
Friday, November 26, 2010
the feeling is back agn
you did that on purpose,didnt you.
ff.
do you think we're really blessed?
do you think god gave us rain as blessings?
do you think its meant to be?
donated blood with sean again!
lovin the bandaid!
so tempted to just lay down and sleep
but i cant
i got so much work to do.
:(
8:33 PM
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
yeah i am so confused.
i'm like this hermit crab.
how siaaaaaaaa.
hate being home alone.
1:40 PM
Monday, November 22, 2010
tonight's my last lesson
omgdkjzfjk finally siaaaaxz
then can concentrate on school!
just now my instructor of 4/5 lessons
told me i got one more lesson,
then i say tonight i coming again.
then he said phew luckily i finish my shift alr by then.
wthhhhh hahaha,he damn funny uh!
yesterday was a very very happy day.
:)
bacon,need to see you soon horrrrz!
12:48 PM
Sunday, November 21, 2010
wow thks mum
gr8 communication there
once you come home all you
talk abt is me coming home late
wtf and im less than a metre from you
you dont have to shout
kinda immune to this
so whatever you try or do
i wont change.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIR!
:3
i got banned from cr.
thanks.
i got skype alr!
fidy where's my mr bean?
hahaha.
night.
os says: (AM 01:25:48)
eh my web concept
Jos says: (AM 01:25:51)
underwater
Jos says: (AM 01:25:53)
you think can
Jos says: (AM 01:25:58)
cause if theres one place i wanna live
Jos says: (AM 01:26:03)
i wanna live under the sea
Jos says: (AM 01:26:30)
its like the waters and i have some special connection or smthg
Jos says: (AM 01:26:32)
srs!
Zakaria says: (AM 01:26:44)
ooo
Zakaria says: (AM 01:26:50)
then u must wear bikini ah on graduation
Zakaria says: (AM 01:26:56)
tt one I confirm support!
Jos says: (AM 01:26:58)
HAHAHAHAHA!
something' bout love that makes your heart
woah oh oh oh
-david archuleta.
i can watch mtv 24/7 now yknw,
somehow it makes me all better.
11:25 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2010
guess what,
there's a vimeo channel called
'Best Christian Motion Graphic Works'
kool.
spent the whole of sat at home just cause i wanted to.
thought of my concept (again)
stuck sia.
whole day on vimeo and nap.
my relatives came over for awhile which was nice.
imma gna do ze layout now
or at least try...
ytd i went for didi's production
it was damn funny even though it was spoken in malay throughout
super funny i think all malays have a gr8 sense of humour!
how come so funny one!
thought the whole thing was awesome,too awesome to be free of charge!
thks to zak&adam for the translation hehe
aight back to work.
\m/
rahsia.
wello.
workload is getting heavier by the day
i got lets see,
philosophy
experimentalfilm
fypj
web!
porfolio devpt
koufu.
mindsets are changing
hearts are changing
i am changing
hopefully not in a bad way.
ytd,people skills left us a quote
"you cannot control what happens to you,
buy you can control your attitude towards it."
my cup is overflowing
;)
9:36 PM
Wednesday, November 17, 2010

HAHAH
this is damn funny!
he think i wanna brush my hair or put make up
hahaha
actually i just wanted to finish singing my post breakup songssss
hiakhiakhiak.
addicted to chatroulette siaaaa!
i love the scripts.
their song is so relatable.
for the first time & before the worst.
Hehe.
tonight i shall sleep early
i cant swallow the fact
that she's taking everythng away from me.
i really cant help feeling like this
sorry.
theres only 1 way,2 say,3 words,4 you.
i hate you.
There,take it.
moustache party so funz!
happy burpday mamamia!
i love ze gurls!!!!
k da,bye
1:34 AM
Monday, November 15, 2010
my blog views are jumping, i bet some ppl who are not suppose to be here are just dying
to know abt me, so they can laugh at my misery.
fuck man
nvr been so pathetic
falling sick agn
i coughing like some old hag
not say purposely one. nose leak like niegara falls
nvr fallen so hard in my life before
first time
having to deal with this emotion alone
having to deal w loneliness was nvr my
kinda thing.
this is so hard
thank god i got 24/7 hotline number.
but at the end of the day,
youre all alone.
you have to deal with it yrself
nvr like troubling others.
why am i not heartless.
gd night world
hello monday
2:35 PM
Sunday, November 14, 2010
the wee morning felt so surreal
3:13 PM
Thursday, November 11, 2010

stuck on you woah o woah o baby we're stuck like glue.
hahahaha. fav songz siol.
i had sakura w daddy today
cannot tahan!
so fullz!
its sucha gr8 day!
the wind damn strong
i feel better!
ahma gna come anytime soon
i cleared my room!!! (finally)
last night still can talk until so l8!
jaw pain siaaaa!
its a gd thing!
hahaha
8:13 PM
Tuesday, November 09, 2010
omg its terrible to be ill
im on my bed
and im wearing my all time
fav baseball pj pants
may i be better tmr
cant afford to get sick!
so much things to do!
goodnight.
6:10 PM
Monday, November 08, 2010
i thought it was the best weekend everrrr
i mark this weekend,the period i really start moving on,
i know i can do this with the help of the ppl below,
they are so awesome.
i can totally do this,
and save a whole lota tears and heartache, heh.
Sat
went to ahma's hse for lunch
she cooked a mean meal for us,
she is amazing,i love her.
Went to Uncle Chen's hse for bbq!
miss the kidz man,karmen is so lovely,
and bernice is the shitz man,super cute omg.
she talked to her stuffed bear whether (it) wanted otah.
after tt,dad sent us to rebel/zirca.
i had a blast manz! with lex,genia,bacon and ian!
thk you so much bebs!
cant believe it happened!
:)


Sun
went to catch due date w mcboy
afterwards find this girl who works at the
departmental store,selling lamps.
lepakz at wendy.
goodtimes,goodtimes.
the night ended with, a twist?
heh,sweet sweet bua epal.


my face weird sia.
11:48 PM
Sunday, November 07, 2010
and twist.
11:06 AM
Saturday, November 06, 2010
thank god for friends
or not i would have died in my own mucus flood.
:)
i really feel like baking cuppies for those i love eh.
k,i better read up on plato today!
1:00 PM
Friday, November 05, 2010
my first public holiday without you
& yes im at home,with my mind wandering ard
this feeling again,
i need someone else to fill this empty space.
cannot siaaaaa.
its all your fault.
youre so useless that makes you so free
thats why we meet so often
thats why now im not used to it.
(yeah im best at blaming others.)
11:06 AM
Thursday, November 04, 2010
i went through sunday and monday without sleeping
powerrrrr
after mass, i went to my uncles house,and then to the airport to pick my daddy,
and then to town for lunch with my grandma and cousins,and then home to do my last minute avatar stuff,and then to prepare,and then we went trick or treat,and then scrub myself so hard i almost sunut myself,and then waitttt till 3.30am for zak&sharz to pick me up,and then saw ashton for the last time,and then ate mac break,and then went clarke quay w fidy mia atiku,went for driving at 10.15am,almost died(eye really half closing),and then went back to school to do what uh,oh i forgot alr,resume? yeah and then went back at 5plus,went for mass at 8pm.
the end.





sitting in an empty room
trying to forget the past
this was nvr meant to last
i wish it wasnt so.
-linkin park
see! this song relates so perfectly abt my life now
heh
this week busy as usual
mr alex said we'll only have 5 friends in our life.
i wonder whos mine leh.
and when fidy and i went to mbs to shoot on tues,
we were discussing our batik shop plans!
its feels so attainable so exciting but moneh leh?
fun talk lorrr
ytd i had new tuition kidz,kinda drove me up the wall.
pandemoniummmm!!!
ive been sleeping alot lately
dreams are better than reality i guess.
i wonder if you still existed,hmm.
10:09 PM
Tuesday, November 02, 2010
today is gna be an early night
no one to talk to
no one to think abt
ha just sleep only
you know what,
maybe imil.
but imnga it.
tmr philo driving tuition.
oh btw!
whos interested in getting an xbox?
im selling mine!
brandddd new!!!!
:-)
let me know!
1:08 AM
Monday, November 01, 2010
its not fair
it really is not fair
so fast you found someone new to hang out w alr
when i dont
urgh im so angry
my tears are coming again.
i hate you
i hate myself
i hate what we've become.